We went and sat in his drive way and we were so tired to we laid there for awhile and then I made him wake up and yeah the usual happened. He fingered me like usual, and then he got a hand job and head. He didnt cum though, I would have made him but it as like 3 and I had to go home so he said he owuld call me and finish on the phone hehe, thats funnym kinda weird but funny, Yeah well I got home and he called but I was so tired so I told him I had to go to bed and then I did. SAturday I got us tickets to the drive thru record tour concert.
Then he called at 4 and we talked til I got to work. Then at 12 ish he called me and was like what to calls, cause I usually call him but I didnt. Yeah so we talked for like 2omins but his friends jay called so he talked to him and then he called back and we talked. THen in the middle of the conversation , I guess my voice didnt sound so happy as it did before so of course he kept asking me waht was wrong and I said nothing. H e was joking around about three somes that kinda bothered me but not really. He didnt think that was it so I told him that I was upset about SArah, and which I am but it didnt realy bother me.
Yeah so that day SArah sent me and email survey thing and it listed her best friends and I wasnt included, she put Janet, Jill and ERica. Ok the night before she told me how much she doesnt like Jill and that she doesnt want to do stuff with her, but she still puts her down as her best friend even though she hates her so much. Yeah so how much does she hate me to not even list me? Must be alot. I have always tried to suck up to SArah but nothing has gotten me anywhere, And SArah sucks up to Janet and Jill, I am not sure why but she does. FIghts every week but still best freinds? I never fight with her. Yeah so Bryan said that the only reason SArah could have for not liking me is that I seclud myself when there is a large group of people. BUt I figured it is why he hates me, well not hates me but dislikes me. He said that is the one and only thing he doesnt like about me,. I secclude myslef and dont have fun, he thinks that I should be all friendly to everyone. I am just i dont like big groups I like to get to know people better in groups of 4 or so not 12 I hate that. I just figure if there is 12 they dont need me and I can go by myself, but I guess that is not goood? But earlier we were talking about Sarah and how she is so fake and tries to get all the attention, but if bryan want me to be all friendly I am going to be like SArah and he says he doesnt like that, so I am not sure? I am not going to change myself, I am not anti social all the time but sometimes I just dont like being around so many people. I am used to being myself. I am the only child and I am used to sitting at home and entertaining myself that is just what I do. I dont depend on others to have fun, I love being by myself. or with one other person. One person not 12! Yeah so the conversation lasted with him til 4:30 in the morn, ahh and I couldnt sleep, so I was really tired this morning.
Then while I was at work Bryan called me and lfet me a messsage saying he was at home and he bored and he woould be home all night if I wanted to call, SO I called him when I got off but hew was at the driving range so he said he would call later. !0 and no call, but he doesn call til 12 , so I am tired though , so I am thinking about calling him cause I guess I probably need to talk him, so bye.....